MOSAIC is now 3 days to go.. not 33 days!!!!!

I have not been here for quite sometimes... too packed, too tight.. and just I went in and saw 3 comments..hmm.. and your comments made me happy.. and made me feel better to continue sharing.. in fact, I have lots to share.. everytime I went thru something, I feel like writing here..but it's just too hard for me to twist my mind and focus on others..

Hmm.. let's talk about the preparation.. in fact, I just got my ticket..coz after a while which I thought I have received the ticket but actually the linked can't be opened.. Thanks to Vicki who helped me to send the ticket in PDF file.. Overall.. I can say I'm only about 50-60% prepared. I haven't find my luggage bag, I haven't decide what clothes to bring bla..bla..bla.. and most importantly..my MIND.. am I mentally prepared?? I do hope that tomorrow- Friday will be the last day for me to think about work. That's why I'm still in the office now at 11pm..clearing things.. I'm gonna leave my team in this crucial time..our year end closing..it's so important for us to achieve our target.. hmmm.. but when read about my team leader's report (Thanks Frahiya!) for last years' MOSAIC..I fell a bit reliefed... I sent an email to my group leader about my worries and she replied me immediately! I appreciate that much..and you made me stronger to write this tonite..

What are my worries before attending MOSAIC? As I read my team members profile.. OMG.. they are from very different background compared to me.. they have such an interesting background..NGO, activist, engineers...and me? Seriously.. I'm so worried and nervous... have you guys done your surveys? That survey asked a lot about community, the time we spent with the community activities.. OMG..mine is none in a week! How am I going to share???? Thanks again to my team leader as she shared to me that we should go there to learn from everyone.. and there were even a housewife participated in MOSAIC last year.. hmm.. then I understand and start to feel better...

I decided to go with an open mind, be myself and contribute as much as I can.. I want to learn..I want to see how other people look at this world..from which perspective.. how small am I..it's a challenge.. I do hope that I can contribute to my team positively and work together,,help each other..

It's just too much to share..some I have already forgotten.. anyway.. we're gonna meet soon! See ya!